We all have days where we're not sure which way to go. Do we shop? Do we research? Do we work? There's all kinds of podcasts, webinars, chat groups. Do any of those satisfy our directionless emotion? Speaking with someone else is always a good answer , getting your thoughts out into the ether/universe is always a good idea.
Reach out, where you can when you can. There's relief out there. Build your toolbox, learn to use your tools , have them at the ready!